what a week

what a week, the schools ending this semester for a christmas hollyday.

and i get my good and happy mood ruind two days in a row by the same person.

there arent many times im happy and home im almost never happy.

so the times i am happy are kind of important. they sett the foundation for what to do and how to do them.

whats more is that he ruind my christmas greeting to my friends by "attacking" my "christmas card" i put up on the web for my friends..

and on top of that iv not got any thing to do and my thumd is hurting when i whrite..

the best thing to do is probobly start oblivion and go on a killing spree to blow some steem of..

song 1

in any case i cant get over her...

and i cant realy awnser the question of who i am.. but i try to start by geting a style..

in the past iv not cared of what to wear.. but now iv ordered cloths online.. will take a while thou :(

Bay laurel - Slow demise

You're down so let me in.
Crawl beside me as I descend.
Try not to cry.
I hate your tears, they make me feel so alive.
In different times, in different lives.
I could have made you happy. Now it's all too hard.
I've become so cold.
Something is dead. I'm not the one you loved.

Wicked cold slow demise.
A desperate try to find something to hold on to.
Something that lasts for me and you.
Strange desire. Slow demise.

When I'm gone I miss the warmth.
When I'm home it seems we're trapped in the cold.
Eyes, tired and dull.
I don't want to loose what makes it worth while.
Maybe we could try to move on.
Try to find something new without any goals.
Time to move on.
Try to move on.

Wicked cold slow demise.
A desperate try to find something to hold on to.
Something that lasts for me and you.
Strange desire. Slow demise.

hello

sorry all who actually read.. i havent been active for a while here. iv mostly been doing nothing and watching Dragon Balls..

but iv also been doing some work on my site and with that also pictures. both normal fotos and photoshoped.

the liks www.kuffen.weebly.com

im also kind of happy for this years christmas gift were going to buy tomorrow.

my parents are gifting a nikon D5000 with 18-55 VF and Tamron 70-300.

and some other stuffs to me and my sister.

so one thing i wanna do as soon as i get one (if i get a tripod) is foto the night sky.

hopefully the stars are upp there and shining :)

this year im not going to send my friends christmas cards (as i usually dont) but im going to give cards to all who whants them..

this is a card that iv made in photoshop and taken the picture my self.

so to all who feal like its for them.

here is my first christmas card (might come more ;))

merry Christmas = God jul

Whishes from = önskar

hello

iv not been posting any thing here for a whild mostly for me having to go thru a dificult task.

im not sertan of who i am any more.

for me to continue in life i need to awnser the the question of "who am i?"

it's not so easy as it sounds.

i also need to awnser the question of "who do i wanna be?"

to be able to tell who i am will make it easier to go on with life.

and to tell who i am will make me able to tell who others are, if they them self knows.

iv also looked upp a ring iv whanted for some years, now i know the price and im not so sertan any more.

it costs a stomak pumping 1500 swedish kr.

about 150euros.